I'm feeling all of this BLade sog Glory was so surpisingly good!) , except I don't know Koop, and have never fallen in love with your husband... your story about Dennis brings tears to my eyes, in my exhausted and mildly drunken state! I think we just have to wait some years before we get orselves back. You have to sacrifice yourself to rearing small children - your problem is you have seen the end of the tunnel yet. And you went from the rollercoaster of a wedding into pregnancy, and bereavement I can't imagine, and now you have two small children while still dealing with your loss.
My daughter was 3 1/2 before I got pregnant - it's very different, there's much more freedom and time - you just have to wait. It was hard for me to go back again. i have to say, though I didn't want to before this.
I'm an American lady who fell head over heals in love with an irishman. I have two lovely children, a daughter who is 2 and a son who is 12 weeks. I love being a mother, and have to admit that I define alot of who I am by being a mother. It's something I always desired, so now that it is here I find the other aspects of who I am slipping away to the sidelines. They're still there waiting for me. Once my children grow a bit older I'll resurface them.
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I'm feeling all of this BLade sog Glory was so surpisingly good!)
, except I don't know Koop, and have never fallen in love with your husband... your story about Dennis brings tears to my eyes, in my exhausted and mildly drunken state! I think we just have to wait some years before we get orselves back. You have to sacrifice yourself to rearing small children - your problem is you have seen the end of the tunnel yet. And you went from the rollercoaster of a wedding into pregnancy, and bereavement I can't imagine, and now you have two small children while still dealing with your loss.
My daughter was 3 1/2 before I got pregnant - it's very different, there's much more freedom and time - you just have to wait. It was hard for me to go back again. i have to say, though I didn't want to before this.
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